The Pope has called me in. He wants me to become a knight. While my uncle, he has to go to some journey of his. I don't think I am ready. I know that my family has been a knight as well, but I believe that I won't be as good as they are. But, the Pope wants me to defend all of the Holy places. I don't get it why me? Maybe the Pope believes that since my family members in the past did a great job with protecting everything. Then they believe that I will have that same ability in me just like my other family members.
I believe that I'm just going to have to risk it for my uncle. I can't let my uncle down since he is sick my uncle cannot fight and be a knight any longer. I guess I'm just going to have to do as they ask, and protect the Holy land. Wish me luck, so I can make a great person and a great knight out of myself and who knows maybe if I ha
I am getting forced to do something I don't want to. I want to just runaway, and not ever come back. My father is making me marry some stranger that I don't even know and I'm only 13. What if it's some old guy and he takes advantage of me. I don't want to think about this. The thought just makes me throw up and it makes me sick.
I have to marry some noble or something like that when he's probably in his 40's or something. I don't know maybe if it was someone that I knew and that was about my age I would marry him. But, I'm sure that all the nobles men are not 13 or any close to that age. Th bad part is, that I have to obey as my father wishes in everything that I do. I would also disappoint him if I don't get married, so I guess I'm just going to dig in deep and hopefully the man I marry will treat me right like every girl or women should be treated.
I am terrified, I just don't want to live anymore. My hopes have all just crushed I now belong to some stranger who I just met. The bad part is if I don't obey him, he will send me back from where I came from so they could kill me. He now knows that I have no family and the Father Quinel ordered me to leave Stomford. He took advantage that my father and mother were both dead. This all just means that he could do whatever he wants to me.
I am feeling alone with Father Quinel gone, there's no one to protect me. The only good thing I like about him is that he will feed me and give me the shelter I need. But, the only way he will give me food and shelter is if I do as he pleases. I'm very confused and I just hope that my Jesus can protect me from all of the evil in the mysterious town as well as from thus stranger.